Another year has gone; it hasn't been an easy one. Caught in the middle of emotions of wanting to forgive but also those of anger, disappointment, confusion and sadness. If only moving on was that easy.
People say things get better in time. Maybe it does.......
The problem is that some people also say "never give up".......
How does a person sometimes know what the right thing to do is? Not the best thing, but the right thing. And who does the right thing best apply to? You, your ex or the child? Do you go with your brain or your heart?
It's not easy...... It's seems very easy to comment from the outside but when you're the one in those boots, trust me, it's not easy to move on. But I have no doubt we'll get there. When you truly love somebody, and I mean truly, I guess what's most important is to see the person happy. The hardest thing is not knowing whether or not she's in fact truly happy or indeed what exactly it is she really wants. Being able to sit down and talk about it ought to be the best way forward but when it's not an option it only makes matters worse.
Perhaps one day I'll have a better understanding, but as for now, there are unfortunately still too many questions that remain unanswered. One thing I am certain about though is that I'm pass the stage of being angry and can only offer my forgiveness.
Perhaps one day I'll have a better understanding, but as for now, there are unfortunately still too many questions that remain unanswered. One thing I am certain about though is that I'm pass the stage of being angry and can only offer my forgiveness.
